Pieces of thoughts from a happy Vampire. Gladimir (or Kyle for his human name) is a writer, musician, artist, filmmaker, and a guy with a very long name in real life.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
writing a journal is the manliest thing ever.
yep.. but it is kinda tiring. i have to admit, I haven’t written an entry since april 7. and if you think writing one is gay… lemme tell you what.. it’s down right manly. haha.. im kidding.. ehem. but it ain’t gay.
well, the reason why i decided to write one some months ago is because i want to know what i’ve been up to in my young, young, wrinkle-free age. so i’m imagining i’m this old grandpa whose face looks like a raisin or something.. and i’m sitting on a rocking chair minding my own business.. and then i’m going through this old box with the word “YOUTH” on it.. and then i grab this old notebook that happens to be my journal.. i dust it off.. i begin to flip through the pages.. and with my old, trembling, grandpa voice i mutter, “ISSSHH MY OLD JOURNAL! *a couple of painful, wheezing coughs*”. well, the reason why i said “ISSSHH” instead of “is” is because i think i’ll barely have teeth anymore in my grandpa age. well that sucks.
anyway, the point is.. the way i see my youth now could totally be different from the way i look at it in the future after i proofread it. you know, the decisions i made, the days that went by, the stuff i thought about.. now, i may think of those things as correct.. or maybe even incorrect. but in the future, when i’m maturer.. i may think of those things as totally different— the correct as something incorrect.. and maybe the incorrect as something correct. and when finally i’m in that mature age.. that’s the only time i can judge correctly, “did i spend my youth wisely?”.
